rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  1. Megan


    Uur geleden

    I think there are Will Ferrell movies in every rehab. 😅

  2. Imperial blue

    Imperial blue

    21 uur geleden

    Demi looks hot with the haircut like always

  3. Pure Servers

    Pure Servers

    22 uur geleden

    The pathetic change atypically happen because network rapidly moor in a venomous ticket. depressed, straight weapon

  4. Marcus Manderson

    Marcus Manderson

    Dag geleden


  5. leilani Price

    leilani Price

    Dag geleden

    Lover her. She looks badass with her hair.



    Dag geleden

    Demi you are my mentor I love you and you deserve the world

  7. ellery caron

    ellery caron

    Dag geleden


  8. Chavez David

    Chavez David

    2 dagen geleden

    The scientific sausage canonically want because letter etiologically attack off a loving metal. mature, smoggy squid

  9. rewarded


    2 dagen geleden

    shes such a nice person. i still dont know what iconic means but i'd say shes iconic. ;)

  10. Samantha


    3 dagen geleden

    This whole documentary was okay until she said she was trying to do moderation hunny that's not how it's works and honestly I hope this whole thing doesn't work out because she needs to be taught a lesson in sorry you have the brain of a rebellious dumb teenager and you can't be told what not to do or you'll do it that legit means you aren't even mature enough to make your own decisions

    • Samantha


      3 dagen geleden


  11. Alanna Warren

    Alanna Warren

    3 dagen geleden

    You don't know how this series helped me so much.

  12. DarcyKnox21


    3 dagen geleden

    All I see are YES men and that is why she is where she is

  13. Naya Wah

    Naya Wah

    3 dagen geleden

    ok but... season 2???

  14. Elyy Ramirez

    Elyy Ramirez

    3 dagen geleden

    I loved her Selena's shirt 😍

  15. _Stricken_


    4 dagen geleden

    i think she has borderline personality disorder, i have bpd and a lot of the things and symptoms she talks about point to bpd. People with bpd are also extremely prone to addiction :/

  16. layn2100 layn2100

    layn2100 layn2100

    4 dagen geleden


  17. Kelsey Marie

    Kelsey Marie

    4 dagen geleden

    Loved this

  18. Karina Tangerine

    Karina Tangerine

    4 dagen geleden

    Desde la primera vez que vi un concierto de Demi Lovato en 2009 sentí una conexión increíble, jamás me había sucedido con un artista por aquellos tiempos las apariencias y las notas de revista la vendían como la chica Disney que estaba cumpliendo su sueño. Realmente lo estaba logrando y ella tenia el talento para hacerlo, voces como pocas, belleza, carisma y mucha gracia, pero no fue hasta la segunda vez que pretendía verla en concierto y ella se bajó del tour de "Camp Rock 2" por sus problemas de adicciones, trastornos alimenticios y de estado de ánimo, que entendí porque sentía tal conexión. Todos estos años lloré mucho con Demi y me vi reflejada en cada vez que falló y volvió intentarlo. Por esto es que ruego y pido al universo que esta sea la ultima batalla para ella, que pueda ganarle a la depresión y a las adicciones, que en verdad pueda amarse tanto como la amo yo y el resto de sus fans. *Porque merece SER FELIZ y todos los que atravesamos situaciones similares también merecemos serlo*

  19. danielle carter

    danielle carter

    4 dagen geleden

    so was this the last episode ????!!!!

  20. Marisa E

    Marisa E

    4 dagen geleden

    i’m all for getting your truth out there but maybe she should slow down with these documentaries having the whole world watching her when she says she’s improving because almost every one that comes out something happens again... prime example is demi has been posting about losing weight recently and i mean also.... demi in this doc: “i’m no longer imprisoned by food” demi now: this frozen yogurt shop is offensive for catering to people who have other dietary needs because i have an ED

  21. Alex Beausejour

    Alex Beausejour

    4 dagen geleden

    The cake scene made me cry! I can relate so much

  22. Becky Grimm

    Becky Grimm

    4 dagen geleden

    Demi you don't know how proud we all are for you you inspire millions you have come so far if i could i would want to give you a hug and a whole speech on how amazing you are!! we love you demi : )

  23. Rich Leang

    Rich Leang

    4 dagen geleden

    I believe in you Demi! And that hair cut I could see you’ve shed that protective layer of yours. Now you get to wear your own skin. Now it’s the time to make yourself proud!

  24. izzy crow

    izzy crow

    4 dagen geleden

    I love this!!! So glad you shared your story and that you were honest! This takes a lot of guts and I am impressed and proud. Always loved you in camp rock and I am so proud of your growth and can't wait to see your journey continue!

  25. Darby DeFord

    Darby DeFord

    4 dagen geleden

    “What I eat and don’t eat is my decision” unless a yogurt shop has a sugar free cookie, then it’s someone else’s fault

  26. Carly Deboer

    Carly Deboer

    5 dagen geleden

    Elton said it all. Moderation does not work. And if you want to eat and get fat, do it! It’s not the worst thing. Dying is.

  27. Melody P

    Melody P

    5 dagen geleden

    ANR clinic in Florida works. And Demi has the money to afford it. If you read this Demi, it could help you overcome the opioid cravings you might encounter in the future. I'm praying for you❤

  28. RuPaul Drag Race Spoilers Roleplay!!

    RuPaul Drag Race Spoilers Roleplay!!

    5 dagen geleden

    Ok but and we just take 10 seconds to appreciate how gay her house is LMFAO is so perfect

  29. Ana Clara Faria

    Ana Clara Faria

    5 dagen geleden

    it annoys me how there is talk about moderation but then shortly after there is a clip of her in 2018 talking about the EXACT same thing just before her overdose. I understand the duality and hardships of control during eating disorders, especially considering ultimatums and how essential it is to avoid them (no food vs. too much food) in addition to how demi faces her drug addiction: trying to avoid the same black and white decisions she's made regarding her eating habits. I really do believe that every person works in a different way, and I sincerely hope she gets better, but it feels like history repeating, accompanied by misunderstandings in regards to the way she sees the world and faces addicition in general (as in, it feels like she's treating her drug addiction like her food addicition and it is NOT the same just because it is an addiction periodt, ykwim?)

  30. jasmine rewane

    jasmine rewane

    5 dagen geleden

    When her “friends” said they were happy about her engagement I knew there was a problem. Someone who just OD should NOT be getting engaged to someone they literally just met. So many rash decisions

  31. Pilo Cortés

    Pilo Cortés

    5 dagen geleden

    Too many wrong messages in this documentary :/

  32. Neovalys Gonzalez

    Neovalys Gonzalez

    5 dagen geleden

    exactly, never say never thats why justin made that song never say never bc u never know if u will do it again or fall again

  33. Anabel Love

    Anabel Love

    5 dagen geleden

    No lie I feel more bad for her friends and family then I do Demi. I’m glad she lived but does she not realize how this is affecting the people around her. It’s your responsibility to get better, no one else’s.

  34. Felineintuition


    5 dagen geleden

    Oh, Demi! You may never read this but I have to put it out into the Universe so please, forgive me. Drinking a glass of wine or smoking a joint to help you cope with your past is not recreational. It is self medicating. This is a path already tried and you know where it leads. It's OK to hurt. It's OK to feel pain and anguish and anger. It's also OK to move on and release the burdens you carry. If there's anything years of therapy have taught me is that we are resilient. Have faith in that spark inside you and be honest with yourself. With love, A fellow human dealing with depression, anxiety and ED.

  35. Michael Melancon

    Michael Melancon

    6 dagen geleden

    Rest in peace. Just getting it out the way ahead of time. Mark my words. They'll be burying her sooner than they think.

  36. Mike Moffett

    Mike Moffett

    6 dagen geleden

    Instead of bashing her for her new recovery path please remember that these are just baby steps for her

  37. Sabrina Leal

    Sabrina Leal

    6 dagen geleden

    Was this the last episode?

    • Mike Moffett

      Mike Moffett

      6 dagen geleden

      For now it is. They said there may be another documentary

  38. Kate Lexis

    Kate Lexis

    6 dagen geleden

    Can we just give her the benefit of a steps... And to her team... Honesty is the best policy..! To Demi dont fall short, talk, listen and learn that you dont always have to be on top.. Other than that im rooting for you and when you feel like you dont wanna live in the lime light pfft just go somewhere remote where nobody knows of you and be you not the famous celebrity that you are but just you.

  39. Nicole Jusovic- Sysomboune

    Nicole Jusovic- Sysomboune

    6 dagen geleden

    So proud of you! Surrendering and acceptance is one of the hardest things to do. You do you girl. Substance abuse rates would be down if there was more affordable help to the many addicts the U.S has.

  40. n0ble.n3va3h _

    n0ble.n3va3h _

    6 dagen geleden

    Demi has always been my baby. And as a fan i feel like i just wanna protect her🤍 but i cant. I do know that i have faith that she will remain steadfast and keep being her authentic self. This was a great doc 4-series, so raw.

  41. Madison erickson

    Madison erickson

    7 dagen geleden

    Do what works for you babe!

  42. aurora Milan

    aurora Milan

    7 dagen geleden

    GOSH I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!! ❤️❤️💛💛❤️❤️❤️💛💛💛

  43. Tommy Wiseau

    Tommy Wiseau

    7 dagen geleden

    Madisan (her sister) is more responsible than her mom and shes 19.

  44. Valerie King

    Valerie King

    7 dagen geleden

    I grew up with Elton John's music and this is the first time I've watched an interview with him. He has such an elegant speaking voice and wisdom in his words; I hope Demi is able to find a balance with the weed and alcohol. I'm glad she's not doing the hard stuff anymore; she's very blessed to have survived the overdose.

  45. Erica Fuantoni

    Erica Fuantoni

    7 dagen geleden

    I love Demi but I don't believe in this "moderation" plan and I feel like her team, friends and family don't either, but there isn't much they can do because she's an adult. The only person I feel like it could have some sort of power its her mom but she seems to be in denial about Demi's situation. Its just very scary to us fans who really care about her seeing that the people who follow her closely are not able to tell her no

  46. Oscar


    7 dagen geleden

    She looks so high omg

  47. True Life & Tarot w/ TroLLa

    True Life & Tarot w/ TroLLa

    7 dagen geleden

    Okay so- totally against the drinking HOWEVER everyone's recovery is their own. Cannabis is a medicine- period.

  48. Tia Richards

    Tia Richards

    8 dagen geleden

    I absolutely adore her!

  49. I am NiA

    I am NiA

    8 dagen geleden

    I got so sad because of their broke up cause they were so happy together and I want demi to always be happy:((((

    • Izzy Ok

      Izzy Ok

      7 dagen geleden

      No guy wants to be in a serious relationship with an addict 🤣

  50. Lucas Matos

    Lucas Matos

    8 dagen geleden

    "The way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing." - ...

  51. Roscoe McDonald

    Roscoe McDonald

    8 dagen geleden

    When I herd about the overdose I just felt so bad for her family and friends 💔😞 poor demi

  52. Heather Gallington

    Heather Gallington

    8 dagen geleden

    Your honesty heals my soul. Thank you.

  53. Bryana Sedillo

    Bryana Sedillo

    8 dagen geleden

    Thank you Demi for sharing your journey and life story & getting so vulnerable. I have struggled with addiction for many years & it runs strong in my family’s veins. I work hard everyday to continue this road of sobriety. I have people who are so important and are family who have yet to overcome those demons- your story really helps me continue to be loving and not hateful because someone else’s addiction and choices are “selfish”. I found myself hateful towards the people choosing addiction over anything else, wanting to cut all ties with them, but we have to realize this is a disease and they need us to continue to believe, have hope & faith that they WILL OVERCOME ALL THINGS ♥️ Addiction is scary not just for the person using but everyone else who loves them so deeply. Thank you for helping me to continue to try to understand & continue being a support system. It’s hard when you personally have been there in a dark place and addicted. To really know what it feels like & to see people you love continuously throw everything away for drugs hurts so bad- when all you want is change and happiness for them! But I will always continue to pray for these people, & that they will see change if they choose to fight against the things they thought they never could-because if there was hope for you and I there is hope for them as well ♥️ Appreciate you Demi so much! We love you & are rooting for you 😭😭🥰🥰🥰♥️♥️♥️

  54. mich mich

    mich mich

    8 dagen geleden

    Why is no one talking about how cute she looks with her new haircut !



    9 dagen geleden

    so powerful, don’t regret using my time

  56. Ashley Jones

    Ashley Jones

    9 dagen geleden

    She basically said she can’t get through life without weed and liquor......

  57. Hello Hello

    Hello Hello

    9 dagen geleden

    Your house looks like a restaurant I went when I was little! 😀

  58. Phat Mama

    Phat Mama

    9 dagen geleden

    how was I able to watch 3 parts, start the 4th one but didn't finish it... now when I try to watch it I get a message saying it requires a payment to watch but doesn't even give an option to pay 🤔😕😣

  59. angel fairy

    angel fairy

    9 dagen geleden

    DEMI DESERVE THE WORLD PERIOD that’s all i gotta say

  60. Leann Marie

    Leann Marie

    9 dagen geleden

    I am so annoyed. I waited forever for this documentary to come out and I can't watch it. I have been getting the same error message since day it was released.

  61. Nathaly Babushka

    Nathaly Babushka

    9 dagen geleden

    Ew not Max the clown

  62. Rina Vega

    Rina Vega

    9 dagen geleden


  63. Vera Williams

    Vera Williams

    9 dagen geleden


  64. AiSHaNICoLe


    9 dagen geleden

    Elton Jon “you either do it or you don’t.” Yup....Demi makes no sense saying, “I’m such a black and white Person” that means there is no middle ground so why does she think drinking a little will help?? I can see her dying young. She’s not getting it and the people around her don’t get it either. I too am a black and white person and I know that I either commit or I will fail. There is no Grey area.

  65. SKYLAR Brink

    SKYLAR Brink

    9 dagen geleden

    😭😭 lm so happy

  66. Oliver Fenelon Chee

    Oliver Fenelon Chee

    10 dagen geleden


  67. Lendie Ong

    Lendie Ong

    10 dagen geleden

    Episode 5 please can’t wait

  68. Alina Ali

    Alina Ali

    10 dagen geleden

    At least Demi grew during quarantine

  69. KittBabe.


    10 dagen geleden

    I read the comments and everyone sees the huge red flags. I mean, we can't all be wrong. I hope this time she can really heal!!

  70. Krystal Jakes

    Krystal Jakes

    10 dagen geleden

    someone close to me used crack, meth, and heroin. She never really smoke weed or drank but after getting clean she has moderately smoked weed to help maintain her seizures so she can come off the seizure medication. I am happy to say she has made a complete turn around! Do what's best for you Demi!

  71. Melissa Echeverria

    Melissa Echeverria

    10 dagen geleden

    Can someone tell me why she isn't dating Matthew because I can see he loves her

  72. Jessica Williams

    Jessica Williams

    10 dagen geleden

    I got really concerned with the way she was talking about her ex, now I see why. This moderation thing is such a slippery slope and scary!! I hope she continues to stay in therapy and heal.

  73. Renee Hoff

    Renee Hoff

    10 dagen geleden

    Is anyone else having issues with not being able to watch this free? I keep getting the message that says "This video requires payment to watch. Playback ID: Yada Yada. Tap to retry" like every 2 seconds?

  74. Zaira Vicente Jimenez

    Zaira Vicente Jimenez

    10 dagen geleden

    Loved it. So honest.😍❤️

  75. Lalala123


    10 dagen geleden

    Bless Elton John for keeping it real about addiction.

  76. Marcella Araldi

    Marcella Araldi

    10 dagen geleden

    Obrigada por ser quem é, Demi! A gente te ama

  77. Clumsy Warrior

    Clumsy Warrior

    11 dagen geleden

    I'm just saying since she's stating that she is queen, I'll be her queen girlfriend in real life I'm not scared lol

  78. Helen Geovanna

    Helen Geovanna

    11 dagen geleden

    You are very strong Dami!!!

  79. chantelle fairbanks

    chantelle fairbanks

    11 dagen geleden

    Its sad how I didn't really see her fully smile like she did when she was telling everyone she was engaged! But I feel that pain.its hard losing someone you love and you have to mourn your love! I've always been a fan of her & I hope she can find happiness with herself cuz she can't love no one truly until she loves herself first

  80. Amanda Eck

    Amanda Eck

    11 dagen geleden

    I’m so glad we’ve grown as a culture to understand that a woman shaving their head is completely normal/fine!! #freebritney

  81. Adam Devereaux

    Adam Devereaux

    11 dagen geleden

    I'm EXTREMELY happy for her and I hope she continues to take care of herself for herself. I do want to say, people WERE talkin' about what was goin' on. MANY Black artists and other artists of color. So her statement on dat feels shortsighted and ignorant.

  82. TJ Rhea

    TJ Rhea

    12 dagen geleden

    I hope we get more episodes

  83. perdantos


    12 dagen geleden

    Demi la mejor! un abrazo de Puerto Rico

  84. mint suga

    mint suga

    12 dagen geleden

    agree with all the comments about elton john. he was the realest and she needs someone like that to tell her when enough is enough.

  85. Courtney Anderson

    Courtney Anderson

    12 dagen geleden

    Listen to Elton John

  86. Jade Marmalade

    Jade Marmalade

    12 dagen geleden

    Personally, I think Sir Elton is the only “completely” honest person in this whole documentary.

  87. Grazielli Melo

    Grazielli Melo

    12 dagen geleden

    Espero que ela encontre a força que precisa, que veja o quanto sua vida é importante e que tenha sempre pessoas verdadeiras e amorosas ao seu redor

  88. Marija B

    Marija B

    13 dagen geleden

    🥺 “It’s not my fault, I have no control. UwU feel bad for me. I don’t want to take accountability.”

  89. Nika R.

    Nika R.

    13 dagen geleden

    Wait. A watermelon cake?!? 🤔

  90. Brandy Boggs

    Brandy Boggs

    13 dagen geleden

    why is no one talking about how absolutely amazing she looks with that hair cut

  91. Kay War Face

    Kay War Face

    13 dagen geleden

    Ummm Christina Aguilera is 40????? Where!???

  92. Rebeca


    13 dagen geleden

    I can't with her mom 😩😑

  93. Rebeca


    13 dagen geleden

    Elton is the only honest person. Demi listen to him please!

  94. Laurence Missa

    Laurence Missa

    13 dagen geleden

    I really do hope she gets the help she needs so she can deal with what make her feel she can't live without (weed, alcohol)

  95. tatiana watt

    tatiana watt

    13 dagen geleden

    Drinking in moderation when your already an alcholic isnt moderation. Its justifacation. I tried for a really long time to say i know when im at my limit, but its the change in my thinking when i feel warm and fuzzy. But weed can be beneficial to quitting hard drugs. 3 years this october. I love that demi is so open in her journey though

  96. Alie Patchik

    Alie Patchik

    13 dagen geleden

    I completely understand people who are concerned about her recovery and the way she is going about it. As an addict myself who was painfully enough doing the same things and painfully enough in the hospital a little after her, I have actually been doing moderation treatment for the same amount of time with zero problems. I do still drink on occasion and I smoke weed regularly. And I live a happy and balanced life. There is a lot of judgment on here from people who haven't been where she is.

  97. mon f22

    mon f22

    13 dagen geleden

    Only 4episodes?

  98. Glynda Townsel

    Glynda Townsel

    13 dagen geleden

    Demi is so beautiful 😍 im so glad she finally feels free and that she can use her voice to help not only herself but others.

  99. Shanny


    13 dagen geleden

    Whens the next episodes coming out?????

  100. Ben Stell

    Ben Stell

    14 dagen geleden

    Proud of you, queen!