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Autism is my superpower

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  1. Kyle Hill

    Kyle Hill

    Maand geleden

    *Thank you for all the messages, comments, and stories you’re sharing with me today. But my story isn’t really for me - I only hope that my experience can illuminate and educate.*

    • Arnar Aki

      Arnar Aki

      4 uur geleden

      I don’t look at you any differently, you were and still are a king!

    • I hAvE nO iDeA

      I hAvE nO iDeA

      9 uur geleden

      Dude... I´m in the midle of finding that out for myself. Thanks for uploading, this really helps.

    • Christopher Taylor

      Christopher Taylor

      19 uur geleden

      this helped me so much kyle! I am going through that initial process of determining if i truely am on the spectrum.

    • Deborah Davitt

      Deborah Davitt

      5 dagen geleden

      Late to the party, but thank you, Kyle. I showed this video to my autistic son, and it did indeed give him someone like him to look up to.

    • Loturzel Restaurant

      Loturzel Restaurant

      5 dagen geleden

      @CW Builds Then go and spread the Info that 'Autism Speaks' is terrible! THAT helps!

  2. DaGleese


    29 minuten geleden

    Hey you reading this. - yes - YOU! Do enjoy youtube assuming that because you watched this, you have Autism, and constantly recommending Autism related videos from now on.

  3. bringonthedead2


    48 minuten geleden

    Yeah, my perception of you changed: I Iike you even more now. Thanks for sharing and keep being the great person you are, Kyle ❤️

  4. Pariah


    2 uur geleden

    Thought i was alone in this. You and the comment section proved me wrong

  5. Green-J3ster


    2 uur geleden

    Lol, why did you start this off like a default NLidr apology video?

  6. ElenarMT


    5 uur geleden

    PSA: IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE AUTISM, YOU PROBABLY DO! Just keep that in your mind please folks. Life is hell when you added undiagnosed. It doesn't get a great deal easier when you have your diagnosis, but at least you can understand yourself better. NOW TO YOU DEAR KYLE ; I LOVE YOU FOR TELLING YOUR STORY! We, people on the Autism spectrum, feel so alienated from society. I'm always so glad when a respected person like you speak up about autism. Life is pretty hard when you have autism - and that's when you KNOW you are on the spectrum. I was only diagnosed officially aged 38. Life until then was hell, I never understood the rules or anything in life. People mocked me over things - like my need to be certain over something, or me following rules etc. Life is so much harder when you don't even know, and cannot even understand why you don't fit in. So thank you. People on the Autism spectrum - like I think most of your subscribers are, tend to over index in science and "Black & White" situations. Fun anecdotal "joke"; *Vaccines don't cause autism, Autism causes vaccines* Get it? Because people with autism tend to work in sciences, they're likely the ones who would create vaccines? So autism causes vaccines? Lol

  7. Bruce Lee

    Bruce Lee

    6 uur geleden

    Gonna just applaud kyle for having the courage to put this video out for the whole world to see, not easy to talk about your vulnerabilities with someone let alone the whole world

  8. OklahomaDeadpool


    9 uur geleden

    How do you overcome or strategize a feeling of laziness due to overstimulation and boredom of mundane, simple daily activities and responsibilities?

  9. Carlos Gonzalez

    Carlos Gonzalez

    13 uur geleden

    Love u man thank u

  10. Steven Burger

    Steven Burger

    15 uur geleden

    I am 21 and I just learned last year that I have asperger's. I feel very similar, mine is minor and it tends to not effect me in a negative way very much, but I feel like I act very different and perceive things very differently than regular people. Definitely understand why people think I'm a bit weird after meeting me, was wondering if I was weird my whole life.

  11. Zane Colenso

    Zane Colenso

    17 uur geleden

    the thing about the autism spectrum is that people dont understand that its levels and not just you have it or dont i am on the higher functioning side and it is extremely difficult for me to interact with people that i am not used to i have a select few friends and they are actually good friends i am extremely wierd in terms of how i react to my autism i can pick out individual conversations in a crowded room my mind is like a supercomputer in terms of how i can simulate outcomes to mechanical issues i am starting to understand the idea of social interaction more but i still like to stay to myself

  12. NaturalCloud


    19 uur geleden

    This hits pretty close to home, i also have aspergers and have learned a great deal about dealing with the world. My son is going to turn 4 years old this year and is showing a lot of the same traits, im happy to be able to provide the support that took myself so long to gain.

  13. AC Hammer

    AC Hammer

    20 uur geleden

    I’m in a weird spot when it comes to autism. I was diagnosed very early on and I honestly don’t remember much from childhood. I see a lot of talk about sensory overload, masking, stimming, and whatnot. I haven’t had much experience with any of those. Except for sensory issues, and even those moments are few. Apparently I’ve changed and used to be more sensitive as a whole. Autism as a superpower, I don’t see myself that way. I can’t find any positive traits. I don’t even know if autism is affecting me or if it’s just my own bad habits that bring me down. I don’t know which traits are autism related and which are not. Is it possible to “outgrow” autism? For lack of better term? All I know is that I’m at a place where I’m generally confused, unmotivated, and stuck on where I’m going next. Autism or not, it’s getting annoying for me. Anyone relate?

  14. Enrico


    20 uur geleden

    I don’t understand how autism feels, because it’s an aucoustic disorder. That’s the name right there. The problem is there is an inability to filter sound when listening to someone, so they can’t focus. They can’t look interested because they can’t. Thus, several psychological problems come with it, since the symptom makes the person desire isolation and introversion, and the misunderstanding also leads to maltreatment.

  15. Jubal Card

    Jubal Card

    21 uur geleden

    I have HUGE respect for you. It took me so long to get the confidence to tell people I had Asperger's and I found out way before you did. I give you huge props.

  16. thelaughingrouge


    21 uur geleden

    This couldn't have been easy to do. Thank you.

  17. jordan wood

    jordan wood

    22 uur geleden

    Does anyone find it a lot easier to get along with people on the autistic spectrum if your diagnosed or have it yourself. Like I struggle holding a normal convo with someone who doesn't have autism (any part of the spectrum) but even before I know I immediately feel more comfortable with that person if they are on the autism spectrum

  18. Mavid Dedina

    Mavid Dedina

    23 uur geleden

    I wonder if I should look into this for myself. the fact that I have a love-hate relationship about social occasions throws me off.

  19. F L U X

    F L U X

    Dag geleden

    With the amount of money you make through EITHER; your Patreon supporters, or NLid, you can EEEEEASILY AFFORD to isolate from the public. Boo-hoo. I have to work graveyard at minimum-wage to get away from people just to support myself and I want to die every day (yeah, I'm SMI, etc.) Give me money or shut up.

  20. Mike Hunt

    Mike Hunt

    Dag geleden

    You are one fantastic person Kyle your attitude your work and the unselfish thoughts of others is amazing ! This world needs more great people like you ! Thank you so very much !

  21. Sadtiric


    Dag geleden

    One of us

  22. J W

    J W

    Dag geleden

    Interesting video, and omg. People eating chips drives me crazy like you, like literal internal burning rage crazy, and as illogical as I know it is, it doesn't make it any easier to deal with. Setting up routines are paramount for me, but the downside is if a routine is upset I get derailed hard, just like little things of self-serve checkouts cause such panic due to it being a different routine, or missing my regular train and having to mentally readjust the rest of my routine... Kills me. Setting up 'brain tricks' (like your keys on your food) I do a lot, putting in place things that help me function 'normally'. I would agree completely that we can't wait for the world to change for us, we have to change for it, even if it is just trying to blend, I always get so depressed for feeling "incompatible with this world", but over the years I have learnt how to get by, even if most of the time it fills me with stress and anxiety.

  23. Brad Brown

    Brad Brown

    Dag geleden

    I can't not comment on this. I was diagnosed at 52 with the spectrum. Your a scientist. I'm a sponge monkey. But. It let me understand a million things about my self. We are focus monkeys. I get me now. You got this... X MEN! No. Jk. It's cool to know your strengths. Because science! You good, the world needs unique observers. That's my place. Thanks Kyle! Tip. Lighten up. Its real.

  24. Yus -

    Yus -

    Dag geleden

    You are a handome dude!

  25. Eulis Kay

    Eulis Kay

    Dag geleden

    I so needed to hear this today. Thank you.

  26. TAKA404


    Dag geleden


  27. Melissa Aldosari

    Melissa Aldosari

    Dag geleden

    Thank you so very much for making this video! Two of my boys have autism. I watch every video that I can find like this. With someone on the spectrum, talking about what it is like and ways they have learned to cope etc. This is the first one I am showing to them. This was very well said! I really hope you will decide to make more videos about autism! I understand you don't want to. But, just in case you do, we will be watching! Btw, my 17 year old son with autism recognized you, and started searching for other videos he has apparently been watching-of yours- for some time! Now I am going to get my 12 year old to come watch. Thank you so much!

  28. Dirk Stubbs

    Dirk Stubbs

    Dag geleden

    Was Kyle the host for myth busters the search?

  29. Christopher Thomas

    Christopher Thomas

    Dag geleden

    Can we stop pretending that autism is some sort of blessing? To me it’s just as bad as thinking that if someone is blind that they are blessed with echolocation. My son is autistic and if I could cure his autism tomorrow I would. It’s not a blessing or a talent. Nothing about it makes him more likely to live anything close to a normal life. It’s not a superpower. It’s a disease.

  30. Prattle


    Dag geleden

    Hearing this helped quite a bit. It's very reassuring to hear about other's going through comparable circumstances.

  31. eLECTRO FlOW


    Dag geleden

    Since childhood, I suspect that something is wrong with me and a lot of what is discussed in this video is true for me as well. I'm just shy, easily distracted, I can't make contact with people, I always work as far away from everyone in the office as possible, I forget everything very quickly, I regularly forget to take the necessary things with me and I don't understand other people. And in infancy, I was mistakenly diagnosed with autism. The last thing I would like now is to know that I have real autism. I definitely have nothing to worry about.

  32. Lutdit


    Dag geleden

    Thank you for sharing your superpower with us. This would help me a lot with what I'm dealing with!!

  33. james foster

    james foster

    Dag geleden

    I don't care as long as you keep making good videos

  34. TrixiLovesYou


    Dag geleden

    It's not, fellow assburger, it's really not.

  35. Liam Zriouil

    Liam Zriouil

    Dag geleden

    This is very inspiring , you are a great person Kyle

  36. oscar robbins

    oscar robbins

    Dag geleden

    hello Kyle Hill, My name is Darla Cartwright, i am on my fiance's account to comment; I have a nephew named Abel he is 4yrs almost 5 August 16th 2021 and we have not been able to diagnose him but we are over 85% he is in the spectrum of ASD and any help and information you can give me would be greatly appreciated we do not have a lot of resources or help with making sure he has the support and skills he needs. He is my only nephew and I love him so much and I try to help him and try to be there for him as much as possible, he can talk but only when he wants to and he is pretty darn smart, he can figure out how to work anything, he can count and say the alphabet and tell us what color is what but only when he wants to do it, i understand he is still a child but i believe we need information and skills to help him along. I don't think any less of you Kyle, I like you even more and it makes me feel assured that my nephew can be just as amazing as you are, I don't believe ASD is bad or an hindrance, I believe it lets someone see the world differently than anyone else and because of that you can figure out solutions that no one else would be able to imagine, within the last 7 years I seen news of people in schools harming kids with ASD because they were not trained on how to react when someone acts out or have an issue with their surroundings, and sadly to the point they harm the kids that they die and since Abel has been born I have this fear he could die due to someone who cannot handle or react in a proper way. I shall look into AANE and see what they can do for us. You are amazing Kyle and I enjoy your videos because you are smart and funny, you can explain complicated theories and other mathematics processes even for someone who doesn't know that can understand to an extent.

  37. Shotokan Slugger

    Shotokan Slugger

    2 dagen geleden

    Kyle, as someone who is autistic, just know that there’s nothing wrong with the autistic brain, it just means that our brains are wired a little bit differently. Nothing bad about it, I am quite lucky to have lots of friends, some of wish are autistic as well. When I tell people I’m autistic, a lot of my friends tell me they never would of guessed as I am usually outgoing and social. I’m not perfect, but I do have dedication in my life (I am a first degree black belt in shotokan karate, but due to the pandemic, my dojo has closed). Just know that we support you and I love your channel.

  38. Rugby187 Gaming

    Rugby187 Gaming

    2 dagen geleden

    Thanks for sharing this. Avoidance has been my goto unfortunately since I was diagnosed with Aspergers in 2018 just before I turned 40. Spent many years trying before this and had limited help since diagnosis but there isn't much support for adults on the spectrum it seems here in the UK.

  39. JenJen on wheels

    JenJen on wheels

    2 dagen geleden

    My youngest has high functioning autism and we were lucky she was diagnosed at around five years old (if your thinking that’s unusual for girls, I know, be we will get to that!) and I realised how much of our life we had already altered to fit around the different way she sees the world and having that diagnosis helped me close the gaps and change what needed to be changed. As a result she has grown up with the knowledge her ASD is just one part of who she is but also not an excuse for poor behaviour but a reason to help us figure out a way to avoid repeating the mistake again. It’s been a long process, far from easy and I have made many a mistake along the way but I now have a fairly well functioning child. Then when she was twelve some aspects of her current behaviour, tied into her past behaviour gave me an a strong suspicion and the day after her 13th birthday, just a few month ago now, she very nervously came out to me as a trans woman. Obviously this now complicates a few things as they need to be taken inconsideration between trans issue and ASD issue but mostly it is a blend of the two. My daughter is so much happier being herself in her home I look at my beautiful daughter and my heart swells to see her so happy. It’s not going to be easy for her but I know she is up to the challenge. I did asker why she was so nervous telling me given I am a lesbian, involved in the community, have a few trans friends, one of whom is very close and she has met several times and is well aware of how much I value the friendship we have but it just goes to show that even when you are in for a space that looks to be as safe as can be, it still takes a lot for anyone to be honest about themselves and open themselves up and then wait for the response. Whatever information you are putting out there about your hidden from view, private inner self and it’s workings it is very frightening and you are as vulnerable as can be. So don’t be upset if someone you know takes time to share, it’s not personal, it’s not that they truly think your reaction will be bad it is just something that take a huge amount of courage because letting people into that private of spaces is like Pandora’s box.

  40. Peter Barnes

    Peter Barnes

    2 dagen geleden

    Well conceived and bravely executed. There is another way to describe what you have done here. Leaping off the high-dive like that took guts and was done to benefit others. That's sacrifice, the most stark and universal currency of love in the world. It doesn't matter where on the planet or when in history or what faith: everyone gets it. The viewer comments are versions of joy and thanks. So if I have this right, a guy inclined to social isolation did a bunch of sci-techy videos and then released an act of generosity and love that resulted in a 15,000 strong chorus of joy and thanks. I'm freaking impressed. It don't make you a saint, but perhaps it is on that spectrum, too. Thanks, dude. All the best - Peter Barnes

  41. Ethan


    2 dagen geleden

    I have aspergers, and ADHD, and knowing that one of my favorite NLidrs has similar issues really makes me feel like I'm not alone. Thanks to you Kyle, I'm going to try and get my life together, and follow my dreams 👊

  42. Cleetus McYeetus

    Cleetus McYeetus

    2 dagen geleden

    I discovered your channel today and have learned so many very cool facts about science and history...then I found this video which caused me to goto AANE's website and realize that throughout my entire life I've been completely ignorant of the fact that the things about myself that made me feel like a fish out of water, are the things that if I learn to embrace and use can end up changing my life in a beneficial way. I imagine this was a hard thing to do but I thank you very much for making this video for what that's worth, because it did help me and I'm sure it has/will help many more. Edit: I also have the hypersensitivity to sound but before this had no idea what it could possibly mean or how to deal with it let alone communicate it to others without feeling like a freak or out of fear that I'd be ridiculed for it. Just knowing there are others out there like me makes a huge difference.

  43. Kyle Palmer

    Kyle Palmer

    2 dagen geleden

    Yeah I thought so, I have Asperger's too! There's no such thing as normal, the world would be boring if everyone was normal! Thanks for making this video, no one should have to hide who they are.

  44. TheShadotz


    2 dagen geleden

    Thx ill check aane out, might help ^^ love your content. And im sure it was very stressful to "come out" this video helped me, thanks.

  45. Nodari Kvatchantiradze

    Nodari Kvatchantiradze

    2 dagen geleden

    This video got me thinking. I think I need to get tested. Thank you so much for making this video.

  46. Brett R.

    Brett R.

    2 dagen geleden

    In a world of imperfections, in a world where human beings are not perfect, but rather they have weaknesses. And whenever a human realizes what their weakness is, they strengthen themselves in another area of themselves to help combat that or to balance their selves out. And whenever you have something in your life that is a weakness, such as a mental disorder or a disability, it's likely you will strengthen yourself in that area most people do not, that they will start seeing something special about you and something you can do to they cannot because they have different weaknesses so they have to create a different way to balance their selves out, which will be a different strength than yours. Which means your strength will be more needed, but that won't be recognized unless you show that you have that strength. Your weaknesses will always show, you don't have to show your weaknesses intentionally they happen by accident, but your strengths come out intentionally. Our weaknesses can show us what we really need, they can give us a motivation to be a better person than we were yesterday, they give us a challenge that either we can look at as a motivation to improve and do better, or we can let it drag us down and hold us back from being better. Even some people with disabilities and extreme problems in their lives, but they learned more about themselves where they could strengthen in the area to become something better and to be happy. It's even possible that the very issue you have can actually be your greatest strengths that you are capable of wielding. There's no telling what it would be until you try, experiment, examine yourself and put your stuff to the test and keep trying to find more and do more rather than just give up and try to survive and let the world tell you how to live

  47. M Lo

    M Lo

    2 dagen geleden

    Thank you for doing this and waiting all this time for the right moment. I’ve often wondered if I’m on the spectrum. I have success with my social life but it wasn’t always that way. I just know I think differently than other so called normal people. I think I’ve trained myself to act normally which has helped me get used to being a part of society but I still feel somewhat alien to a lot of people. I know my case is mild but you’re doing a good thing for people who might feel like their autism is a burden.

  48. Ehren Morris

    Ehren Morris

    2 dagen geleden

    Who the fuck dislikes this video!?

  49. Ron


    2 dagen geleden

    I like how you don't really need to tell jokes to be funny. The humor just flows

  50. Ron


    2 dagen geleden

    Thanks Kyle.

  51. ricky110882


    2 dagen geleden

    Thanks for sharing. My son and I had a daily routine of watching a Because Science video everyday after school. He was diagnosed with high functioning autism when he was 4yo and he is now 15. I'm going to show him this video and let him know that somebody he enjoys is just like him.

  52. MrSkillns


    2 dagen geleden

    The reason I love this channel Kyle is that, you remind me a lot of the Game Theorist, before he sold out. Back when he started out it was physics and all that fun stuff, the really interesting things. You are dedicated to numbers and science, and that I love as an engine officer (lots of thermodynamics but hey that's fun!). Don't change man, if you've met one person with autism then you've met one, just as if you've met someone with ADHD.

  53. MMSkan


    2 dagen geleden

    did he say assburger

    • kertig


      2 dagen geleden

      funniest comment I have ever done seen

  54. Matthew Mcafee

    Matthew Mcafee

    2 dagen geleden

    thank you for making this video, and It suck that NLid just now recommended it, for reference I'm writing this on 05/14/21, over a month late. To everyone else, please share this video to get it available for anyone who needs to hear it.

  55. Homer


    2 dagen geleden

    you're a hero bro

  56. 15098D


    2 dagen geleden

    Oh yeah, I love me a regimented schedule

  57. FirstName LastName

    FirstName LastName

    2 dagen geleden

    Oh god these all apply to me, I just thought I was stupid.

  58. Soothsayer Sentinel

    Soothsayer Sentinel

    2 dagen geleden

    I have misophonia as well, but the people I've worked with aren't so kind, so I've lived my work and much of my personal life in headphones. Noise cancelling headphones have been a great addition to the mix.

  59. Matt Pijan

    Matt Pijan

    3 dagen geleden

    As someone who works in special education and an advocate for special needs representation I thank you so much for this. I can use this as motivation for students on the spectrum as well as an educational resource to help others understand ASD better. Much love and respect! 🧩❤

  60. Gustavo Schonarth

    Gustavo Schonarth

    3 dagen geleden

    Being aneurotypical is unusual and awesome in its own way that neurotypical folks will never understand. ADHD is my superpower, welcome to the club! 👏👏👏

  61. megasaurus


    3 dagen geleden

    I just want to take the opportunity here as a neurodivergent person that the overall preferred way to refer to someone like myself is ‘autistic person’, not ‘person with autism’. The latter implies that it’s a disease, the former is friendlier and overall less offensive or rude.

  62. Blaire of Hylia

    Blaire of Hylia

    3 dagen geleden

    Lucky you. Autism and adhd make me incapable of speaking to people, or generally using my brain at all in social situations. Wish I could call mine a super power, but life just isn't worth living when nobidy will join you in it.

  63. Pm. Lucianapolineelisunakonicari

    Pm. Lucianapolineelisunakonicari

    3 dagen geleden

    Oh hey, also want to give a quick shout out to your team you talk about! They sound like some good people ^______^ I love people showing consideration to others! That’s cool

  64. Matthew Heywood

    Matthew Heywood

    3 dagen geleden

    The advantages of having aspergers far outweigh any flaws by a large margin, the biggest pioneering figureheads in history all have autism or suspected to. Its a gift from the gods that neurotypicals cannot fathom what it's like to have.

  65. Pm. Lucianapolineelisunakonicari

    Pm. Lucianapolineelisunakonicari

    3 dagen geleden

    You’re still the same AWESOME SCIENCE BADASS to me ^_^ That takes some inner strength coming out like that by the way; I can’t imagine what that’s like when so many people know you O.O Anyway, thank you for bringing us the coolest damn science❤️ keep on keeping on man ^_^ (P.s. I know I’m just one of a million rando’s, but if you ever need a friend you’ve got one here; and especially if life ever gets dark and confusing and you want to talk to someone completely on the outside of the situation who still cares despite the distance (Hahaha that made me so happy when you mentioned putting the car keys on top of things to create a necessary reminder lol I have ADHD so I do that specific thing a -lot- lmao)

  66. C


    3 dagen geleden

    I didn't even know that you could get diagnosed with autism as an adult!. I've known that I think differently for a long time now, but I thought that autism was almost always caught at a young age. I don't know yet, but this might give me some answers.

  67. PoKe Maciej

    PoKe Maciej

    3 dagen geleden

    In 2019 i created an article called "Mój przyjaciel asperger. Tego się nie leczy, to się kontroluje" (eng. "My friend asperger. It is not treated, it is controlled "). As a person with asperger myself a was happy that article existed, but I knew that it wouldn't reach to as many people as I wanted to. Also the whole thing was in my native language Polish. But you created a video about it for the whole world to see and in the international language. You did an amazing work for the whole world of autism/asperger people. Damn you youtube for recommending this video to me a month after its release. Still, a great video man, glad you did it and keep the good work, because you are amazing.

  68. Luis Velez

    Luis Velez

    3 dagen geleden

    I’m Asperger and I don’t see you with a lot of mental issues in the videos you send Kyle you look 👀 neutral to me. Thank you 🙏 for saying something personal about you.

  69. Pathfind


    3 dagen geleden

    I'm not on the spectrum (at least I'm sure I'm not) but it's cool to see someone I look up to have acceptance of himself and come out to the public. You keep doin' you, my guy. You're awesome.

  70. Christy T

    Christy T

    3 dagen geleden

    I’m right there with you.

  71. Everest Jarvik

    Everest Jarvik

    3 dagen geleden

    I've never been diagnosed, but lately I've been feeling like I've also been on the autism spectrum my whole life and just never considered it. Who knows if I would be diagnosed, but I relate to how you're feeling here. Thanks for coming out and saying all this, setting a great example and all that

  72. Palmer Buss

    Palmer Buss

    3 dagen geleden

    Kyle, I've been a fan of your material for some time and was intrigued when I saw the title of this video. As I listened to your story I started to realize a lot of this sounded familiar. After thinking on this and doing research over the past month, I now realize that I too am on the spectrum. I am just starting this journey of discovery. Thank you so much for sharing your story and putting me on the path to find the answers I've been searching for over the past 38 years.

  73. Javier Soto

    Javier Soto

    3 dagen geleden

    Being an aspie is a trade-off, we're socially awkward but we can really hyper-focus on something. It's good to know my sensitivity to LOUD NOISES is not entirely unfounded, my headphones are one of my most prized items, they protect me and let me focus.

    • Andrea Bogoni

      Andrea Bogoni

      Dag geleden

      I can't sleep without them. I'm so glad to not be alone

  74. AaronAlso


    3 dagen geleden

    Now, imagine having suffered severe trauma at a young age (body temp =>106Fdeg for 6 weeks, 1982, Kawasaki's disease) and not being able to find a professional that is even willing to entertain the idea of un-diagnosised brain trauma, or ASD. Welcome to the world of the unprivileged: skin color and gender are irrelevant.

  75. Tenten Shitai

    Tenten Shitai

    4 dagen geleden

    Thank you so much, this video really helped me.

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    First name Last name

    4 dagen geleden


  77. blue circle man

    blue circle man

    4 dagen geleden

    ok but are we gonna ignore the fact that he went from talking about autism to vampire mommy stepping on you

  78. AirMasterParker


    4 dagen geleden

    Thanks so much for sharing this Kyle. I'm currently 21 years old and I was diagnosed since I was little as a gifted kid in the Asperger spectrum; like you said, I also have an attraction to science since I'm currently studying architecture, but also found an insane passion for comics that not many people I personally know have. I always thought of my disability as something that actually made me who I am and me me improve, and for that I thank you so much for making this video. It can inspire multiple people and kids, so I want to thank you again for this.

  79. MaxTheChalupa


    4 dagen geleden

    Love this & love you dudeman!

  80. WeelChairDrivBy


    4 dagen geleden

    Eye opening to me, I can relate with a lot about what you said especially the black and white nature of things. I’ve loved math and science. To the point where accounting and pharmacy were my dream jobs. I love keeping detailed notebooks of financial decisions constantly keeping my ledgers updated and finding new avenues to maximize efficiency to the point it’s exhausting. I’m not sure what’s going on in my head but it’s nice to know others think like I do too

    • Doctor Doom

      Doctor Doom

      3 dagen geleden

      Ngl it just sounds like you are organised, especially as you are exhausted by the actions.

  81. Stevie Doney

    Stevie Doney

    4 dagen geleden

    You have helped me so much! I thought I was on the spectrum but now I am sure. And I'm OK with that.

    • Doctor Doom

      Doctor Doom

      3 dagen geleden

      You can’t be sure until you get diagnosed

  82. La Luz de Shandora

    La Luz de Shandora

    4 dagen geleden

    This made me take a test and i got 24 (severe (21-30)... "You have many tendencies of autism spectrum disorders which may be having considerable impact on your daily life" Not sure what I should do, if anything at all

  83. frogoat


    4 dagen geleden


  84. chris kincaid

    chris kincaid

    4 dagen geleden

    Extremely proud of you! I can’t imagine what this app would be without your content. Thank you for being you and thank you for stepping into the lime light for those with no voice. Truly a super hero ( with great beard comes great responsibility)

  85. TheArcknight


    4 dagen geleden

    I was told I have dysgraphia when I was little. They told me I had a learning disability, making me think I was less capable then everyone else. In truth Its not a disablility, its just that my brain works diffrently then theirs.

    • Carson N

      Carson N

      2 dagen geleden

      Same with man.

  86. Ryan Hardy

    Ryan Hardy

    4 dagen geleden

    You helped. Thank you. And bravo, for the courage it took to make that video.

  87. Craytherlaygaming


    4 dagen geleden

    There needs to be more video's like this As someone who's also on spectrum like... all of spectrum ADHD, asperges, OCD est,est Video's like this motivate me to continue to improve.

  88. Sam Thompson

    Sam Thompson

    4 dagen geleden

    Absolutely love you man. So happy you can come to peace with this & yourself.

  89. ZerreZ


    4 dagen geleden

    dyslexia is my superpower.

  90. Charlie Kelly

    Charlie Kelly

    4 dagen geleden

    So much of what you've said and what I've read from other commenters resonated with me so much. I took a few of those online tests (yeah, I know they aren't the end all be all) and every one said I had a "high likelihood". So I'm going to speak to a professional as soon as I can. Like you, I just want to understand myself more. If I'm not somewhere on the spectrum, cool, I guess I'm just an awkward anti social person. If I am then thats also cool, I can see where my actions and thoughts come from. Thank you for this video, I love your stuff and this just makes me love it even more!

  91. VJW


    4 dagen geleden

    "Autism is my superpower." Captain Tard, here to save the day lmao. But seriously, I have Aspergers myself, along with ADHD and Tourettes (just the twitchy kind, not the cursing kind, I do enough of that on my own) but I was diagnosed when I was 7-ish, so I've been lucky enough to have almost my whole life to learn how to function with these things and whatnot. I've also been lucky enough to have amazing parents who're very supportive and patient with me. I'm glad to see you're doing grand.

  92. Doginthesleep


    4 dagen geleden

    Thank you for this video 💛

  93. Brion Smith

    Brion Smith

    4 dagen geleden

    I’m literally crying right now. So strange I discovered your channel last nite and am immediate fan. This popped up today and oddly enough I will be receiving my sons diagnosis within the hour. The reason I’m crying is I feel i am undiagnosed and therefore responsible. I know this isn’t bad I just feel I could have not tried to avoid this and done better. Thank you so much for having the courage that I could not but more so for inspiring me to face this without shame and maybe even embrace what’s special in me and my son. Keep up the great work and know that you have helped me And my family for sure.

  94. Steven Coyle

    Steven Coyle

    4 dagen geleden

    Great video. I still don't understand why we call it aspergers. Hans Asperger was a Nazi collaborater who put thousands of autistic people to death. Doesn't seem like a good name choice.

    • VJW


      4 dagen geleden

      @Steven Coyle You do realize ASD is the broad term for all kinds of Autism, including Aspergers, right? Aspergers is the name for a specific kind

    • Steven Coyle

      Steven Coyle

      4 dagen geleden

      @VJW Literally anything else? How about what clinicians actually call it? Autism Spectrum Disorder or ASD.

    • VJW


      4 dagen geleden

      What else'd you call it? Autism Lite?

  95. Blake


    5 dagen geleden

    Iv'e been watching your videos for years and I never once noticed you were on the spectrum, you're very strong for talking about it.

  96. Roman


    5 dagen geleden

    I have asperger and having someone as interesting as you representing us is a blessing

  97. Black Hole Gaming

    Black Hole Gaming

    5 dagen geleden

    Doesn't change who you are :)